10/24

How can one person feel so lonely? So empty? Just plain sad? Its amazing how you can put on a smile and hide the pain for awhile but at some point you have to break and then what? You cry till the pain is gone, or you at least too numb to feel it. That's a temporary fix, until the next time. You think to talk to a "friend" but in concern of adding more stress to them or to be rejected and have them not care, you bottle it up again. Day time it can be hidden. Night time is quiet, dark, lonely....the pain comes alive. I just want to be happy... Where can I find that?